Memories…

Memories…
Well… today when I was keeping my stuff, I accidently found my photo albums which consist of my childhood pictures… although I can’t recall much but this sure brings back memories back then.




First of all… this is me and my second bro… swimming and playing, somewhere at Batu Ferringgi beach. Well guess which one is me…
Hm?
Hehe.. I’m the one sitting down with a ball…volley ball





Same goes here recognize which one is me?
Hm hm….
Seems we always went to beach…. I can’t recall the time. Most probably 1-3pm? I can feel my skin burning here…
Hot lo… sun burn liao….haha
I seems surprise with so much food on the table…wakaka get to eat till stomach full full… dig in all…
Well… I’m sure that this is not my birthday… but for sure is, there is plenty of food to eat… yum yum..


Next is when I am at kindergarten.


Kawaiii??? Hehe here I definitely look short… haha..
This picture was hanged on my house’s wall.
Every day I get to look at this picture and remind me of that day.
I still remember these days clearly…
Because... I am supposed to find a black shoe which I don’t have.
So…
Ta da…. Poof!! (see yourself)




As for this picture, I do not recall taking this picture. Some of my friend gave it to me.. well.. how do I look? With lipstick…hoho….

You are always on my mind

You are always on my mind every moment, every minutes, every second,

from the time i wake up every morning, till i close my eyes at night,

she's everywhere i go, i thinking of you every time,

you are all and the only i know,

although you're so far away from me,

but the feelings just keep getting stronger and stronger,

every time every day.

a FACT

Today I realize a fact.

The fact that I never expect to hear it with my own ears and see it with my eyes.

I don’t even know and realize before this. I never wanted things to happen this way and somehow it turns out to be one. I took my time thinking, and sometimes I think I should not just see things only from my own perspective. I should listen to what people have to say and hear them out.

I’ve been thinking a lot, what did I do till people change their perception towards me? I really want to know. I know and clear on what I’m doing.

Sitting down here thinking, some part of what they said is just some misunderstanding. However all of this is cause from myself. Thinking I have to do something before things get worst. Prevention….

A Question...

My friend ask me a question recently
What do I think of distance relationship?
Will you accept some that lives miles away from you to be your partner?
Somehow I have a bad perception about this “distance relationship” anyhow, different people have different way of think and thought.
I never think of this answer for this question. Friend around me also involve in this kind of relationship. Recently in newspaper I also read about this, and obviously I have negative thought about this.
Maybe there is a pro and con in this matter but what I have in mind is only the negative perception...
“I don’t think this kind of relationship will last long. This is because you don’t have any idea about what your partner doing miles away from you. Even the advancement of the technology today will be able to connect both of you two every second but, can you believe every single thing that he says? You don’t even know whether he is lying or not. On sms, if ones possess a good vocabulary, sweet or lovely word easily type out. On phone, you hardly know whether he is lying to you. Somehow I think everyone agree that if you face to face communicate to your partner, you will be able to know him better. But through phone and sms, all of this can be done? Even people that around us can cheat on you, why can’t him? And when time pass, you will not able to stand by just facing your computer and phone everyday just to keep you two connected. Will you be satisfied just like that?”
Different story if you knew a person and he transfer to other place^^
Once you make your decision I hope you would not regret lo..hehe.. as a friend advising you is the only things that I can do.. and hope you will not doing the wrong decision and choice la…

When...

When I online ...
i look for your name on my msn friend list...

When i listen to any love song,
your face pop up in my mind

When I am alone,
I wish you are here

When I am happy,
I hope you are there to share my happiness

When i am sad,
i wish you able to comfort me

When i thinking of you
i wonder you ever think of me

When i sms you,
i want you to know i am thinking of you

when my phone vibrate
i hope it was your msgs/calls

When i close my eyes,
i can imagine your face in my mind

.…I just want to say I MISS you….