Feelings

Our feeling is so hard to convey in words. We unable to control our feelings although we have set our mind not to think about it. Yesterday, i saw her at Queensbay Mall, with other guy. I told myself not to think about this matter again. But my feeling is hard for me to control. After seeing her with him. I can’t stop thinking about her again. I really regret coming here. If I did not come here yesterday, maybe I am able to take this matter easily and forget her slowly.
Everything has its first time. Although I have know about this about a week ago, but I did not personally see him and her. I felt so sad and heartbreaking. I just do not want to keep this inside my heart. I just want to release whatever inside me, and that’s why I tell you how I feel. I know that you had advised me so many times to let go of her and I really really have let you down. That is what I feel at the moment and honestly I do not think that way. I am still in progress to forget her and surely I will remember what you told me…all the time.....

SO SORRY……..